Motivation on Vacation

My motivation has taken a (hopefully not permanent) vacation. Saturday drove to Raleigh & back (6 hours round trip) to pick up a rear driver's side window from a '73. Sunday Tommy & Paul were meeting up with us around noon to finish up the front bondo work, put in windows & do the wiring. But for second weekend in a row we were completely ditched. So Trey & I did what we could & went home. We were really looking forward to finishing up these two things because after this we won't really need to rely on other people... But even relying on a few things has proven to be a BIG MISTAKE. Apparently people are untrustworthy. Even if they appear to be very excited about a project. So, my motivation has taken a nose dive straight in to the ground. Its going to be hard to do the rest of this on our own... Deep down I know we can do it. But I just have to find my motivation now. I had so much of it and it all went away so quickly. After laying in bed since 4pm yesterday it was even hard to get out for work at 7:30 this morning... Part of me wants to box it up & sell it, labeled as another dead dream. Sorry for such a downer post... It's hardly a portion of how I am feeling. I could paint a picture with a pen, cause a song would only scratch the skin...